Semaj Sinclair - I'm Afraid Lyrics

Why you so nervous
Thinking bout murder
Hotter than burners
So I be burning
If somebody shoot me I hope they aint black
I know that my people better than that
I got some friends who call this shit wack
Don't dress how I want cause they'll call me a fag
Call it a purse if I stay in bag
Might kiss a dude just to piss off my dad
Then sit back a wonder like why is he mad
But f*ck it im sober so I need a laugh
Unfollowed jesus he dont follow back
He just resurrected then ghosted my ass
Now im haunted by the ghost of his past
He just like me want attention from dad
Pussy is truly what keeps me alive
If I aint f*cking then its suicide
In t minus five
Like bitches that bi
Pussy in my presence has never been dry
F*ck celibacy I rather just die
All of my family tell me Im bright
But I felt like a f*cking dumbass tonight
I had an episode
Felt like a season I had me like 10 of those
Grand finale in bed alone

What your mom gone say
Will your dad still pray
Will your girl be okay
And I cant throw up
Will your girl be okay
Will your dad still pray
What your mom gone say
And I cant throw up
Will your dad still pray
Will your girl be okay
What your mom gone say
And I cant throw up
Will your dad still pray
What your mom gone say
Will your girl be okay
And I cant throw up
What your dad gone say
What your girl gone say
What your mom gone say
Will they all be okay
Will they all be okay
Will they all be okay
Whats the fans gone say
What ya mans gone say
Whats your mom gone say
What your dad gone say
Will your girl still pray

Im afraid that I won't hold on
Cause I feel so alone
And everybody need someone
But i travel on my own
Im afraid that I won't hold on
Cause I feel so alone
And everybody need someone
But i travel on my own

I could walk on water
Rather f*ck somebody daughters
Know she coming when I call her
Like I got her on collar
If ever catch cheating put her down like old yeller
I tell ya
My fella
Im a lil bit too jealous
Ion really like tell it
Im just tryna be the best
Always seconds guessing
Gotta argue with ref
If he giving me a tech
Then he finna disrespect
Better say it with chest
Or coming for with neck
Yeah I know I got some problems
Finally im tryna solve them
I can never show what mood im in
Cause they might put me in the looney bin
Yeah I know I got some problems
Finally im tryna solve them
I can never show what mood im in
Cause they might put me in the looney bin
Young pretty mother f*cker better know as Semaj
Why the f*ck that mother f*cker think that he a god
I guess you aint never really look me eyes
Growing up tough boi I was scared to cry
Rather beat a nigga ass gotta do it if he try
Cause I got whipped like pimp my ride
Eyes real low cause they kid stay high
Hold them thoughts real deep inside
Till they surface quick oh shit surprise
Im traumatized
Smiling is my disguise
Everything gone be alright
My bitch wet her pussy tight
Warm and sweet like Cinnabon delight
Im gone hit it just how she like
F*ck so much got no time to fight

Im afraid that I won't hold on
Cause I feel so alone
And everybody need someone
But i travel on my own
Im afraid that I won't hold on
Cause I feel so alone
And everybody need someone
But i travel on my own