Cast out of that favored grace
I'm lost, confused, and I don't know what to do
Trapped in this narcissism
Of my design, oh somewhat alchemical I'm
Watching and waiting for any sign
That I have quickly been thrown away
At that point, lowest point
Broken dejected I'll finally run away
Let me live in this dismay
For this chaos is somehow quite harmonic
Since my life's in disarray
I won't think twice, and I'll sardonically be
Watching and waiting for any sign
That I have quickly been thrown away
At that point, lowest point
Broken dejected I'll finally run away
Oh I know you'd never hate me
You just simply tolerate me.
I'm awaiting that berating
With utmost anticipation
Still I know you'd never hate me
Do you even tolerate me?
I'm awaiting that berating
Anxiously self-deprecating
It's time to run away
Run away from this dismay
Guess the proper take-away
Take-away my self control and
Give it to someone else,
Someone who bears it better
Better off if I'm alone
Even still I'll be scolded
Fell fast from that favored grace
I'm lost, confused, and I don't know what to do
Trapped in this narcissism
Of my design, somewhat metaphysical I'm
Watching and waiting for any sign
That I have quickly been thrown away
At that point, lowest point
Broken dejected I'll finally run away
Let me live in this dismay
For this chaos is somehow quite concordant
Since my life's in disarray
I won't dismay, I'll hermit myself away, just
Watching and waiting for any sign
That I have quickly been thrown away
At that point, lowest point
Broken dejected I'll finally run away
Oh I know you'd never hate me
You just simply tolerate me.
I'm awaiting that berating
With utmost anticipation
Still I know you'd never hate me
Do you even tolerate me?
I'm awaiting that berating
Anxiously self-deprecating
It's time to run away
Run away from this dismay
Guess the proper take-away
Take-away my self control and
Give it to someone else,
Someone who bears it better
Better off if I'm alone
Even still I'll be scolded
It's time to run away
Run away from this dismay
Guess the proper take-away
Take-away my self control and
Give it to someone else,
Someone who bears it better
Better off if I'm alone
Even still I'll be scolded