How American of me
To fall in love with tragedy
A walking black comedy
You can kiss me through the tv
Play me on the silver screen
It's a miracle I guess
I'm not a devil in a dress
I put my angels to the test
White lighter flicker baby
You can breathe me like a cigarette
Call it a manic episode of my favorite show
You wouldn't know
That silent, panic, ticking bomb that's ready to blow
Do you wanna know
Maybe this is all the pieces coming back together like I planned it
Tolerance is ominous I wonder how much longer I can stand it
And I just can't decide if I'll make it through the night like
Screaming demon in the street
He's selling dimes and wearing wings
He loves to watch the girls sing
Saying come on pretty baby you can get to heaven if you follow me
And I've tried to sell my soul, but the makers never home
He's busy talking to my ghost
Shit spitting, make a living, give and you can take it tenfold
Call it a manic episode of my favorite show
You wouldn't know
That silent, panic, ticking bomb that's ready to blow
Do you wanna know
Maybe this is all the pieces coming back together like I planned it
Tolerance is ominous I wonder how much longer I can stand it
And I just can't decide if I'll make it through the night like
I can't decide
To make it through the night
I can't decide
Hollywood survived
Money for my life
I can't decide
Fame never cries
Dead or alive
I can't decide