I chose what I wanted
And it didn't include you
'Cause the second time wasn't better
But I'm still crying without you
I miss the things we used to say
Behind closed doors, when we'd just go and hide away
The way you'd look me in the eye
And I'd know I loved you like the summer where I died
Looking back now, I can see
We missed the first step to our prosperity
We never really became friends
And now I can see that's how the beginning ends
So why can't I just let it go?
Why can't I just leave it alone?
When I put it to an end
The rain upon me when I see you
That words that I can't speak today
I wish I'd said it all that day
I never got to tell you
Thank you for all you've done
And I don't think I'd be here
If you hadn't pulled me out of the last one