If Only (2019) Video (MV)

I didn't think before I ran
I didn't think about the problems that I'd made up til then
I should've talked it out with you
But instead I threw it all away, all the things I had with you

When I looked you in the eye
Passed me a box of things, I wanted to die
And when I walked on through my door
Something broke, something deep inside that I won't have no more

And I, don't want to be without those things we had, but I hurt so bad,
And I'm the one who shattered out glass window and stepped on all the shards

But I was wrong, I was a fool to think it wasn't me
And now, now you're gone and all I can see is a cavity

If only I could turn back time, maybe I'd know, maybe I'd do better
If only I could tell ya, I'm gettin' better, don't burn that letter