I Don't Know How to Be a Person Video (MV)

I'm indecisive, oh wo oh oh, can't choose what I want
Can't stick to my choices, no oh oh, know it's nothin' flaunt
I see the grass is greener everywhere I can't be
The only things that I can value seem to be all lost on me

Don't how to build a family, it's not somethin' I was taught
Never learned how to love equally, my relations are always fraught
Communication is I where always fail, communication between you and me
Never honest about my feelings, I'm too scared to let them free

Caught up all inside my head, stuck on what it could've been
If only I had really tried
Told you when we needed boundaries, told you what it was that bothered me
Instead of bottle'n it up inside

I can't control my feelings, can't keep them under wraps
The black dog that is my callin', sittin' here in my lap
I wish I had more self-control, wish I didn't say stupid things
But I guess that's how I role, so I better get used to things