Second Self - Virtue Lyrics

I've been tryna come up with the words to say
I've just got some feelings I need to explain
If we go on I'll be loving you in vein
I never thought that this would happen at the start
I really loved you from the bottom of my heart
But lately I feel like we're meant to be apart

I know it's sudden but I don't wanna hurt you
I can't help feeling that I really don't deserve you
I'm used to bottling my pain, you're never gonna tame me and I'm just gonna be trouble for you
Everything was going fine then it hit me
Now there's nothing you could say that could tempt me
Cause I won't ever be enough, I can't afford your love
So I think it's just best you forget me

If you love me then I'm sorry but I know I'll only hurt you
Cause you've kept your heart unstained and I don't have that kind of virtue

If you could try to understand
I'm only doing what I can
And I'm trying to protect you
If you hate me that's okay
But you're on my heart when I pray
Cause it kills me to reject you

I know it's sudden but I don't wanna hurt you
I can't help feeling that I really don't deserve you
I'm used to bottling my pain, you're never gonna tame me and I'm just gonna be trouble for you
Everything was going fine then it hit me
Now There's nothing you could say that could tempt me
Cause I won't ever be enough, I can't afford your love
So I think it's just best you forget me

If you love me then I'm sorry but I know I'll only hurt you
Cause you've kept your heart unstained and I don't have that kind of virtue