CHANGE Video (MV)

You know I'm tryna change for a while
Tryna get better with myself but my mind is on other place
I keep thinking about my past
How I used to love you, how I used to be with you together you already know
But my demons are attached to me
I know you love me, I know you call me every morning
Telling me if I'm ok, I can't lie to you
I feel like I'm in hell, I really miss your love
Your hugs, everything you've done for me was amazing
The devil wana take my soul, I can't let this shit happen
I need to make a change, it's between life and death
I can't let him take my life, I think I'm going through a phase
I feel like I'm possessed, I'm supposed to be like this
To kill everyone in my way, there is blood on the floor
Did I make this mess, what is going on
I don't wanna do this shit, but he is in my head
Keep telling me it's ok, Get out of my head
No you are mine
There is a monster in my head
Telling me to f*cking change
I'm going insane, everywhere I go, I see people looking at me
Like I'm a monster for them, I feel only pain in my chest
I can't sleep at all, I want to escape, but I can't
There's no light, it's only a fight, between me and him
You think you'll take me away, I hurt everyone I love
You're so wrong, but I'm more strong than you
That's what you think, I have more power than you
If you don't go away, I swear I'm gonna put a bullet in your head
Maybe then I'll get a chance to escape, I'm stronger than you
I think I'm going through a phase, feel like I'm possessed
I'm supposed to feel like this, to kill everyone in my way
There is blood on the floor, did I make this mess
What is going on, I don't wanna do this shit
But he is in my head, keep telling me it's ok
Get out of my head
No you are mine
There is a monster in my head
Telling me to f*cking change
Telling me to f*ck and change
How many times, how many times
How many times
It's going down, down, down
Down, down, down, again
I feel it slipping from my fingertips
It's going down, down, down
Down, down, down
Telling me to f*cking change