30.11.2002 Video (MV)

30.11.2002
It was the day when a child got born
It was the day when the world was gonna change
It was the day when God made his plan
Trought this kid he put his trust and all the pain
So he can show love in this f*cking cursed world
I was born in 30.11.2002
In a city called Resita
My parents didn't care so much about me
They left me with a computer
To make my childhood
My moma used to beat me
If I didn't want to go to school
I grew up with more fear
That's why you all motherf*ckers
Still call me a good kid
When I was 10
I played with kid in my neighbourhood
They wanted me to do drugs
But my father was there
To get me out
In that day I choose love
Instead of staying in the dark
Even if now sometimes
I feel like my DNA won't stand in the light of God
I was born in 30.11.2002
I am 21 years old now
When I am writing this
I grew accustomed to more fear
Accumulated 10 times over throughout the years
My newfound life made all of me magnified
How many accolades do I need to block denial?
The shock value of my success put bolts in me
All this money, is God playin' a joke on me?
Is it for the moment and will he see me as Job?
Take it from me and leave me worse than I was before?
Falling in love or in the darkness
I really don't know what to believe now
My fear was consuming me so much this years
That's why bitches didn't fall in love with me
Made a lot of friends
That stabbed me in the back
And the rest of them are ready to take a bullet for me
And I will do the same for them
Cuz that's what loyalty is about
Cuz that's what love is about
I have sister that is loving me
She is just a kid
But her vision is different from me
I love you sis
Just promise you will remain
As who are you now
You know after all this years
I ain't told you how much I love you now
I didn't stay much with you when were young
That's my only mistake and I am sorry for that
I also have a cousin
Who loves me so much
I told you you will get better
In the future
And that's what you doing now
Come back to me I made a lot of mistakes in my life
That I am not proud
I lied so much to everyone
I cried a lot to
Cuz God gave me this power
To forgive everyone I knew
Even if sometimes
I get angry
I will still forgive you
I am 22 when this album is gonna drop
And with this 22 tracks
I hope you understand my story
And who I am now
But even now I wonder
If I am living trought fear
Or living trought rap
Outro:
I told you I am just a kid bro with problems
But I know why this world I live in
Is so f*cked
Why everyone is dying
We all lost faith
We all lost love man
Not everyone is like us
Can say I am sorry
That's why God is punish us
I made this album
When I saw that blind man
In the park
He knew about me
That shocked me for real
When he told me I was a good kid
He told me I had to change my vision
So I can become better
That's why I made this album
In the end bro
I quess I'm really the good
I am the good kid