Is this what I deserve
Ambitions left in the dirt
For all the people I've hurt
I started mixing my bad luck
With careless screw ups
And honestly that's enough
But I'm alright, and I'm okay
Cause this funny suicide is all I need
And I know, I can get real mean
This toxic lullaby of these dead dreams
I'm finally doing my part
In trying to start
To grow a bigger heart
Could you at least understand
I wanna be a better man
Than the one I am
But I'm alright, and I'm okay
Cause this funny suicide is all I need
And I know, I can get real mean
This toxic lullaby of these dead dreams
But I'm alright, and I'm okay
Cause this funny suicide is all I need
And I know, I can get real mean
This toxic lullaby of these dead dreams
These dead dreams
This toxic lullaby
This toxic lullaby of these dead dreams