I've let it in
A darkness so profound
It sinks beneath the skin
Devours my mind
I've kept my arms
Open wide
To welcome it inside
To rearrange my mind
This sickness
My own creation
With open arms
I've embraced my own demise
With an open heart
I've shown weakness, I never had
I am so lost
I am too far gone
This endless pain
I've constructed for myself
A curse, a hope
A reasonable hell
When I love to hate myself