Sean de Souza - Something Inside Lyrics

Something inside is pulling me away from you
I've been here for so long wondering and not knowing what to do
I've replayed these words a thousand times
But every way i do makes you cry
And i don't know if i can do that
I don't know if i can break that to you
Something inside is telling me I need to go
I'm breaking these bonds as i'm trying to find out
How to stop this falling through
I told myself that I would never deceive
But i'm too deep again and i can't breathe
And i don't know what to say here
I don't know what words could make this not hurt
And i'm paralysed by fear that i'll hurt you
But the crosshairs are set on your heart
And i need to take back whats mine
As we've been stagnating everything points to an end of you and I
From snow falling to England being almost in bloom
You came to these shores, anticipation grew
The moments always rose-tinted, so human apart
And from a lack of flaws we set ourselves up for an idealised downfall
I'm paralysed by fear that i'll hurt you
But the crosshairs are set on your heart
And i need to take back whats mine
As we've been stagnating everything points to an end of you and I
A wound that's so fresh i can barely see past
To the moment that i won't be walking on glass
When i try to bring this out
When i try to salvage something from what i tore down
I'm so sorry it's been the way it has come
I'm so sorry was it inevitable