Mindfull Video (MV)

I never thought, I never thought my mind would get this way but now it's hitting a wall
I need find the time to think because i've lost control
And now there's a constant torrent of the mundane from 9 to 5
And everything. Everything that was a goal gets pushed aside
How can i recover these compartments in my mind
When my heart pulls me back
But i can't decide what to do with the little time i've got left to dream
Because life in the fast lane isn't fun
When you're getting run over by your own car
And now i've given myself to something
That i don't believe in and its strangling me
And so what would you say if i was to give it all up
Throw caution and forget the grass is always green
Cos i've lost my self doing inconsequential things
And now i'm drifting away from everyone
And maybe
Maybe this was all just a fantasy
To do everything without burning out
I know its only going to get worse
As the list gets longer and longer and longer and longer
And i need to force it back
I need to ram in what matters and let the rest fall out the back
Cos no matter i will not have the contents of my mind
Dictated, i can't even trust myself
Because this has been my doing and i'm now gonna roll it back
Because life in the fast lane isn't fun
When you're getting run over by your own car
And now i've given myself to something
That i don't believe in and its strangling me
And so what would you say if i was to give it all up
Throw caution and forget the grass is always green
Cos i've lost my self doing inconsequential things
And now i'm drifting away from everyone
Because I lost myself
Because I lost myself
And now i'm gone
Because life in the fast lane isn't fun
When you're getting run over by your own car
And now i've given myself to something
That i don't believe in and its strangling me
And so what would you say if i was to give it all up
Throw caution and forget the grass is always green
Cos i've lost my self doing inconsequential things
And now i'm drifting away from everyone