Sean de Souza - Contradiction Lyrics

My mind's a spiders web
An intricate mesh of ideas
Held together it can't break apart
A mesh of contradiction
A fragile state, no architect could have made this be
I need to protect myself from this mental debris
Falling down an existential rabbit hole
Finding where I won't be wrong on this tightrope
Fight me for my own good
I'm realising ignorance and i don't think i can handle this
I need an army to knock me out
Of this tower to humanity
Give me a break when i
Do the same as everyone else
I'm running the same code with the same bugs
Disguised as rational thought
Backdoors, loopholes, trapdoors i'll never see
The wizard behind the curtain enslaving me
Emotions misguiding everyone else i see
But not me, no never, i won't
Theres a millions scenes i wrote in my head
Fiction to send me off the edge
My ego is driving and i'm seeing red
But i won't stop
Reality comes crashing back
In all its ugly colour
So reverse the gravity and throw me away
From the centre of everything
Fight me for my own good
I'm realising ignorance and i don't think i can handle this
I need an army to knock me out
Of this tower to humanity