Lately i been numb to pain my own homies acting strange
I gotta watch my back forreal cuz i heard they out to kill
I'm sleep walking with these demons afraid of dreaming
You broke my heart too so i guess we can call it even
I feel like i lost it all but i know it's more to gain
How could you turn your back i can never forget that pain
That i went thru but i just smile and never look back
All them feelings was whack can't cant let another bitch get a attached
I play dumb a lot but I'm smart protect ya heart
Mines turning dark corrupt by wicked thoughts
I'm lost tell me where to start tryna find my path where some don't make it out
They goin rain on your parade Even when the sun is out
This industry too cut throat they just do it for the clout
I just do it for my fam im for sure its goin work out
They just waiting for my downfall to say they told me so
You won't make it let it go now boa this rap shit in my soul
So do it now because sometimes later because never
However it's all perfect timing I'm that cleaver
Hate how people change but that's just how it goes
Hate I'm always high i do just to balance out out my lows
Had to cut off friends just to try and reach my goals
And They show you more love in when you dead and gone
Damn hate how shit will never change
And since they took my dawg shit aint been the same
Laws picked em up he had to take that lost for the dope game
Behind bars my boy got lost in the chain gang
9 times outta 10 these niggas fu
They'll glorify the fake instead of looking for the truth
Believe in yourself push your limits it's crunch time
Just to make it out successful That feeling it so fine
They throw shade and i still shine
Hold me down and i still climb
Momma said that's it Yo time
On ya mark set it's go time yea
I'm doing everything that i was taught
Gotta take in ever lost excuses never get results