Messed up a million times but f*ck you for judging
You ain't perfect I ain't worth it okay keep them coming
I know my ways got you itchin' you feel like giving up
Cuz I ain't step up to the plate them nights you needed love
Look I admit that I'm selfish
Lie and fiddle with minds
Honesty ain't my strongest trait when it comes to you and I
Look inside
Hope you find my intentions are pure
But this lust for attention cuz I'm a bit insecure
I'm only human and slightly ruined I make mistakes
I play it safe but then I crash like when the levee breaks
And then waves come ashore and all you had was gone
Thats kind of what its like when I broke up my happy home
The saddest song on repeat I'm guessing it helps you sleep
You doubled upon your doses and now you're feeling weak
You feel the need to run away like that'll fix the pain
But no matter where you go it still remains the same
Listen promise I know the stuff that you're dealing with
I had my moments when I woke up and I felt like shit
You show them love and in return you get an ass to kiss
Giving everything you got and this the thanks you get
You wanna blame it on everybody but not yourself
I as well have that issue its hard to seek for help
Burned a couple bridges now I'm asking for a float
I'm losing hope it's hard to cope I think I need to smoke
Or maybe I just need to come to terms with who I am
And where I stand
Cuz sometimes things don't go as planned
Once a friend turned lover now we in a trance
Memories drift away like writing in the sand
I'll take my chance just to prove that I could be the one
It takes time to evolve but we can get it done
I'll do my best to be loyal and always keep it true
I'll do my best to be loyal and give my all to you