Ditch Diggin' Video (MV)

I never dreamed of this
To wake up in my own piss
To walk into the mist
And bathe in the abyss
Something smells like burning plastic
Up my nose it's something tragic
Climb right up the mast and flag it
Have loose pants so I must sag it
"Faggot's" what you called me
And for that I am so sorry
That the hate has filled your heart
And led us far apart
But everything in my life is burning at the stake
And everything I never did was always my mistake
So if you give me a candle I will light it
And I will make sure that I never lose sight of it
(Oh)
I never lose sight of it
(Oh)
I never lose sight of it

I could swear that I saw someone there
I could smell it in the air
I felt their words dig into me as I said a prayer
If I can search for meaning in a place that has no feeling
Then I can search for someone
To bring some healing
(Oh)
To bring some healing
(Oh)
To bring some healing

Everything I need
At the bottom of the hole
All my worthless things
Most of which I stole
I do not know how to fix
What's needing to be fixed
But who has time to worry
When you're diggin' up a ditch