Schadenfroyd - Like That Lyrics

Look
I really didn't think anyone Would believe me
But here I sit alone
I'm grieving
I'm seething
I've had enough of seeing demons unfree
Nearly unable to need
These feelings inside surreal
I can barely breathe
The agony of fate bequeathed unto thee
Too much to achieve
Can you conceive
This reticence you'll not steal from me
But
You can take your sympathy when you leave
My tongue fits inside the barrel
And squeeze
I suppose they will load me in a wheel barrow, wheel me out to the corner for the coroner
Who knows
Not even the vultures that circle me now would pick the bones if I'm mowed down
Why would you sit on the fence now
Gods clown
Devils prince
Finger prints
I can't even begin to speak about The violence
Malice
Hyperbolic
Vitriolic
One-sided nonsense
That's life I guess
Everyone lives
Everyone dies
Whatever happens in between is up to you and I
And I think it's this Freebird's time to fly
Being a Simple Man was always the plan, but this ego gonna tell a lie
Will I be forgiven
Will I be reborn in sin
Will I fall
Will Satan even let me in
Only one way to find out I guess
Shotty like a mic, pull the trigger and
But mama
I'm sorry
And daddy
I lied
And the kids
I tried
My love cries
F*ck it all anyway
They always say
I'll run away
I guess they're right
Let's see if these rafters happen to be spirit-tight tonight
Then my sisters appear to show me the way
I follow speechlessly and angels play
They've got those smiles that melt away the pain
"Life's a game, and you've won." they claim
"Things are never gonna be the same." And that's plain
And it hit me straight in the heart and made tears rain with this refrain

Better check yourself in when you're feelin' like that
Don't want to bring it to an end when you're feeling like that
Better put the gun down when you're feelin'
Like you don't wanna be around anybody no more
Everybody can f*ck off, yeah and it's like that
Better check yourself in when you're feelin' like that
Don't want to bring it to an end when you're feeling like that
Better put your guns down when you're feelin'
Like you don't wanna be around anybody no more
Everybody can f*ck off, yeah and it's like that
It's like that
Why am I so f*cking angry
Don't do me like that

I'd like to have one wish
You could paint me with a broad brush, you're still gonna miss
Think about every regret and everything I have, and everything
I'm gonna miss Prayin, it's just like pissin' in the wind, know what Im sayin
Say, "God, Righteous jealousy ain't righteous might!" I've given all I have to this fight
And I know it's trite, but I'm callin' it a night! Alright
Alright
Damn
What's the last thing they said to me
I think it was Deuteronomy
They done run me through and took me down and put me in the ground
But not the underground, I love The Underground, but not this shallow grave
And that's where they'll save me, for later
You wanna hear me say it, when I gotta say it, and I need to say it
Everyday I gotta say it, loud as I can say it, and I'll never f*cking not say it
F*ck the world
And I want you to know that I love the world
Do you
But I hate the world
Do you
Do you love the world
Cmon

Better check yourself in when you're feelin' like that
Don't want to bring it to an end when you're feeling like that
Better put the gun down when you're feelin' like
You don't wanna be around anybody no more
Everybody can f*ck off, yeah and it's like that
Better check yourself in when you're feelin' like that
Don't want to bring it to an end when you're feeling like that
Better put your guns down when you're feelin'
Like you don't wanna be around anybody no more
Everybody can f*ck off, yeah and it's like that
Better check yourself in when you're feelin' like that
Don't want to bring it to an end when you're feeling like that
Better put the gun down when you're feelin'
Like you don't wanna be around anybody no more
Everybody can f*ck off, yeah and it's like that
Better check yourself in when you're feelin' like that
Don't want to bring it to an end when you're feeling like that
Better put your guns down when you're feelin'
Like you don't wanna be around anybody no more
Everybody can f*ck off, yeah and it's like that

Get down
Get down, get down