So Brad, tell me what's going on in your world?
Its f*cked up, I'm looking at myself in the mirror
I'm seein' something scary, its slowly coming clearer
I had a funny feeling that today will be the day
That someone tries to blow my motherf*cking ass away, but hey
I'm running out of time to be blunt
I never had the nuts to make the motherf*cking final cut
I've been depressed for no f*cking reason
But every problem's got a reason, I'm kinda havin' trouble breathin'
Somebody help me, hear my plead, my battle cry
My psychic told my that its gonna be hard for Brad to die
She told a lie, I think I oughtta shank the bitch
I got my pistol, thinking if I should shoot the shit
Click, bang, I jammed it, I slammed it
Aw shit, goddammit
I'm havin' a f*cked day to begin with
I lost a bitch, a bird, and then this
My homies tend to think I get too high
I'm doing fine, now pass me the formaldehyde
The only thing that seems to help me cope
Is when I'm drunker than a motherf*cker puffin' on the chronic smoke
And then I'm able to deal with the woes
The friends, the foes, the bitches, the hoes
I gotta gang of niggas, but none of them I'd f*ck
I gotta gang of bitches, but none of them I'd trust
Trust a bitch, nope, uh-uh, never
I'm havin' too much trouble tryin' to keep my damn self together
They got me by the balls
So please, help me break these motherf*cking...
These motherf*cking walls
I scream, there's no one there to hear me cry
I guess its hard to scream to motherf*ckers when you scream inside
I see my future and its coming in in plain view
I blame myself, but mommy dear I blame you
Cause the world was f*cked from the first
And havin' me only made the matters worse
Now look at what they did to me
That's some f*cked up shit for a kid to see
Motherf*cking dealin' after dealin', killin' after killin'
I'm tryin' to check a million
The world's going straight to f*ckin satan
A f*cking shank's about to blow my f*ckin' brain
Shit, damn I'm dead
I'm finally through hearing all these voices in my head
Somebody finally got me
I'm looking at my self outside of my f*cking body
So now I'm standing face to face
Mr. Scarface, versus Mr. Scarface
We were two different people from the start
One nigga's too smart the other too f*cking hard
We both refused to be outsmarted
Dearly departed, the battle's already started
F*ck it, its on, I duck, I weave, connect, oh shit, I'm struck
Caught me with the piercing lead
And realized to myself I shot my own f*cking self
Damn, suicide is quicker
I try to break the wall the wall keeps getting thicker
I really start to miss my mother
I try to climb the wall, its higher than a motherf*cker
I wondering what that sound is
I'm having major trouble trying to walk around it
There ain't no getting up I'm trapped
I really should've dropped my motherf*cking strap
Cause when I think about it now
I shouldn't have tried to climb the motherf*cker
I should've broke the motherf*cker down