scaration. - S.O.I.A Lyrics

I feel like my songs are trash I say that their lit
Man I'm so done with life
I don't even know if this is mine
I mean if this was mine then why would I cut myself every day in the hope that I'd die
Every time I wake up I wish I never did it
Man I'm so tired and sick of tryna fit in
Like I can't handle this shit anymore
I just wanna pull this trigger through my head
Man my only wish now is that soon they say that scar is dead
My life is probably the only thing that I'm up with the fed
Man I've sick of being lonely and alone
Faking like I'm in my zone
Tho I desperately want someone to call me on my phone
I wish I was never even born in the 1st place
I mean I'm just a mess
I keep on saying that I'm unstoppable tho I stop me myself
I just wish I could get help
But that's just a wish
And wishes never even come true in the 1st place now, do they?

Yeah, I'm s-s-sick of it all
I'm so sick and tired of everything
I feel like I'm just a no living living being
I'm just a waste who can't do shit
Name a single damn place where I could fit
Yeah, I'm s-s-sick of it all
I'm so sick and tired of everything
I feel like I'm just a no living living being
I'm just a waste who can't do shit
Name a single damn place where I could fit

Man I just so feel breathless
Like wt did I do to deserve this
Why am I so god damn lonely
Is there really no one who could help me
Checked my logs yesterday and it was just empty
Man I feel like everyone hates me
I thought I had a friend
But a moment later even she just go left me
If your hearing this, then I'm sorry and can you please come save me
I hate myself to the point that I asked my mom why did she made me
Like why the heck did she do it
If I ever had a choice, I'd rather burn in hell than live in this shit
Man I'm lost in this
But no matter what I do no one comes near
I just a nobody's dear
I thought friends would help but they just don't care
I feel like even if I die no one gives a damn
And that's including my fam

Yeah, I'm s-s-sick of it all
I'm so sick and tired of everything
I feel like I'm just a no living living being
I'm just a waste who cant do shit
Name a single damn place where I could fit
Yeah, I'm s-s-sick of it all
I'm so sick and tired of everything
I feel like I'm just a no living living being
I'm just a waste who cant do shit
Name a single damn place where I could fit
Yeah, I'm s-s-sick of it all
I'm so sick and tired of everything
I feel like I'm just a no living living being
I'm just a waste who cant do shit
Name a single damn place where I could fit
Yeah, I'm s-s-sick of it all
I'm so sick and tired of everything
I feel like I'm just a no living living being
I'm just a waste who cant do shit
Name a single damn place where I could fit