sc chino - spiders Lyrics

I just want you to see what I see
Come put on my clothes, you can be who I be
I never say what you want
Doomed from the start, I feel like I lost the plot

And I'll wear it again
I'm coming to you, I don't care where you've been
You're giving me tired eyes
It's crazy how time flies

It's been a crazy few months
Put in the work, finna eat up like Lunch
I'm well aware of my sins
Don't know if my worst one's my greed or my lust

I'm pushing it out, can't beat me to the punch
Crazy, they y'all look at me and the boys
We've been the ones at the back of the bunch
What happened to that old bag

This one got a different smell
It's a blessing that we're here right now
Some of us have been through hell
And I don't worry about breathing loud

Just be happy that you're breathing well
And I'm thankful for whoever's here
And I'm mourning the ones who fought and fell
Forgot whatever I was tryna drown out

And I spent half a year drowning myself in self doubt
Yeah I wasn't even worried it all worked itself out
How can you say that my damage is done
Though I'm still not being mad at myself I'm healed

All my OGs are good, I, I, I promise
And I would never put my hands on you, I love my mama
And hurting you at all would be like hurting her some more
Any damage that I did was on my own accord

Look at they faces right now, they waving at us
I can tell that they proud
Portions, potions, what the hell is he talking about
I had dreams so I'm living them out

F*ck the money, the fame, and the clout
Doing this for the art and the sound
Bring my people together, we loud
Now you're watching what I say

Now you're watching what I do
She's in love with how I think
She's in love with how I'm moving
Take a trip to outer space

We just landed on the moon
Yeah, you got a different vibe
Yeah you play a different tune
I can read your mind though, I know there's something too

Something bothering you
I really don't care what you do
It's almost June I can't lose
It's almost June I can't lose
It's almost June I can't lose
Gotta thank my friends, gotta thank the spiders

In my room