Sawyer Gold - Myself Blue (demo) Lyrics

Sun beams bounce
Smelly gummies, a colorless sky
I wanna cry
But the tears are blocked, I wonder why

I'm a scumbag, I'm a piece of shit
I'm lonely, and I'm desperate
No wonder she tries to avoid me
I'm honestly just annoying
Why won't she reply
Can't even say goodbye
I just wanna die, yeah I'm just gonna cry, Myself Blue

My emotions always in the way
Can't seem to live normally, just for one day
In the beam of sobriety I shiver and quiver
In the long shot to laugh, I cut down to a sliver

I'm a scumbag, I'm a piece of shit
I'm lonely, and I'm desperate
No wonder she tries to avoid me
I'm honestly just annoying
Why won't she reply
Don't know what else to try
I just wanna cry, yeah I'm just gonna cry, Myself Blue