I wonder what was real
And how to fully heal
My mind is nearly there
But my heart needs repair
I got to find it for myself
I wonder why I can't
Stop craving this damn plant
I know I'm on the cusp
Just mad I lost my trust
I got to find it for myself
I wonder how you feel
And if he's your ideal
But I don't want you back
It's simply love I lack
I got to find it for myself