Took a long time to search deep within
I cant pretend
You broke me
Had me up high then you dropped me
But I'm good now
Shit I learned something
Never give your all from the beginning
If they mind made up you aint winning
Conversations leave you spinning
Stuck in the deep end
Swimming to a light you can never reach
Make you feel like drinking bleach
Wash the pain away
Make all my thoughts turn gray
Vivid memories of happier days
Slowly washed away by the rain
Searching for a way out this storm
So numb to world I feel no pain
I never hid what I felt
You tried to spin it on me
After I told you my past
You tried to pin it on me
Then we kissed and made up
Then you switched up on me
Like how many times you need reassuring
Then a real deep cut was when you said I wasnt enough
Doubled back Corrected yourself
But that statement stayed on my shelf
Call that a relationship of hell
Dont worry its some things I won't tell
Even though I really wanna air it out
Vivid memories of happier days
Slowly washed away by the rain
Searching for a way out this storm
So numb to world I feel no pain
All I think about
All I think about
(I cant even sleep at night)
All I think about
All I think about