Got my son name tatted on me, he mean everything
A lot years past, don't think i could ever change
Everyday it's something different, man i need better things
A lot pain on my shoulders, f*ck it i just let it rain
Can't never get it past
This pain with me, forever going last
Seem like everything that could, has gone bad
That shit make me mad
That my heart, forever going be sad
Don't think i can ever get over the past
This why i made this song
'Cause i came to right all of wrongs
Hope you listen to the pain inside these songs
Facing the truth for me, sometimes it can be hard
Can't believe he took the pain out of my heart
Came running the dark, i finally got a light
Really got a blessing & i got scar for life
13 years old, able to bring a life
They understand how, i could've lost my life
Laying on that table, man i had to fight
Momma telling me, "Baby its gonna be all right"
Granny on my side, for the surgery for when i lost my sight
But some how, i still find a way to give it light
They say they got my back, but they never answer
For years now, my granny been fighting cancer
Man i hope i never lose her, to this cancer
Got so many questions, that they cannot answer
Got so much on my mind
& So much that i gotta leave behind
Why they keep on thinking that i'm fine?
Feel like its my time
But i still gotta put some things in line
& Make sure that my son forever gone shine
Got my son name tatted on me, he mean everything
A lot years past, don't think i could ever change
Everyday it's something different, man i need better things
A lot pain on my shoulders, f*ck it i just let it rain
Can't never get it past
This pain with me, forever going last
Seem like everything that could, has gone bad
That shit make me mad
That my heart, forever going be sad
Don't think i can ever get over the past
This why i made this song
Cause i came to right all of wrongs
Hope you listen to the pain inside these songs
Facing the truth for me, sometimes it can be hard
Can't believe he took the pain from out of my heart
They say they understand, but they 'ont understand
I just pray to god, my son become the better man
Music & engineering, i don't got a better plan
This shit with me for life, the only thing I understand
Think of what i could've done
Everything i could've said
All these letters that i'm writing to you, that you could've read
So much blood on me, & so much that already bled
Looking at my kid, make me happy, but it make me sad
How you understand when this pain everyday?
& Everyday, i been trying to make it better, but i can't
& Some parts of my life, i wish i could erase
Running out of love, my heart running out of space
Got my son name tatted on me, he mean everything
A lot years past, don't think i could ever change
Everyday it's something different, man i need better things
A lot pain on my shoulders, f*ck it i just let it rain
Can't never get it past
This pain with me, forever going last
Seem like everything that could, has gone bad
That shit make me mad
That my heart, forever going be sad
Don't think i can ever get over the past