I Quiver With this Fork Video (MV)

I take my pretty girl on tour, I finger f*ck in Philly
She calling me her genius, narcissist, I know she gets me
Me and clock like Gunna, Taurus, please don't show resistance
Carmen Berzatto got my ass up, started study civics
My mom distressed, unconventional my way of living
And through my stimulated mind, my sound was hard to reach
Who am I? I can't deny what is my kismet
My confessions, fears of dying EP had them livid
I'm waltzing through my growing pains with grace
My hand quiver with the fork, I struggled bad to take that taste
And if you're keeping tabs, know I'm stagnant in soundscapes
I've been sinking in the sound, like I have to take that place
It's been hard to preach it's really just been hard to eat
She really just been hard on me I'm working on us
Just bare with me baby I been hard to see maybe I've been
Out of town maybe I'm in harmony I'm really just mysterious
I don't really know how to cope with it these stranger peeps
They come with coke come so close but I've been on a six feet
Tell me walk the hall of shame I promise this my sixteenth
Tell me talk bout past things I'll spaz until my jaw locks
Fear of having job loss and I fear it over death
It's more or less didn't get to praise the fam but I'll see y'all again
I've been collaged in with collagen my body self projects
Ducking bullets in the wind but I could self protect
Keep propellers on my back in case I need it for emergencies
I been slacking on the rough times lacking urgency
I gave god grace when he took Emma then he tried to murder me
We been on some bad terms I turned against the world
He made my back burn I never had a room I slept on steps and ladders
First time I been scar free I'm usually bruised and battered
Black and blue and tattered my bands are blued and wrapped up
I'd take you round the world but I'd be hearing all that laughter