Sasquatch Josh - Angel of Pain Lyrics

See how the pictures painted
Feel like my wings are breaking
There ain't a thing but heart ache to gain
Trying to withstand as the Angel of Pain
My heart takes in this anguish
Can't quit until both legs cave in
Wishing something may take it all away
Whenever they pray to the Angel of Pain

Feeling for my fam and friends that have been hurting
Thinking its peaches and cream, behind the scenes its quite disturbing
We drown in our burdens but we keep on working
Ain't the same person when we hit those curtains
A lot the homies goners straying off of just the ganja
While the rest of us still hurting, some are growing in the vodka
Moments of our honor only quickly growing somber
Living like a rock star but still got my problems
Trying to feed my hunger rummaging through empty cupboards
Busters said I was a sucker but was also much too stubborn
Loved ones were like a cluster, it was different when I was younger
They won't relish you hot dog, they can't catch up with skills you mustered
Everybody going through it, telling them to keep it moving
Barely holding on and they not so sure that they can do this
Each step feel like its back 2, so tell me what's the use then
This circle of pain has got me tight and your dude about to lose it yo

See how the pictures painted
Feel like my wings are breaking
There ain't a thing but heart ache to gain
Trying to withstand as the Angel of Pain
My heart takes in this anguish
Can't quit until both legs cave in
Wishing something may take it all away
Whenever they pray to the Angel of Pain

I want to give them all the time but I miss them all the time
It's just crazy all the time, a wonder that I've gotten by
Cause I be telling y'all its fine, but it's probably all a lie
Trying to give y'all a peace of mind while I get ahold of mine
Everyone seems to think that I got the life
Like I ain't got a lot to keep me up at night
My boys hearing voices, feels he's lost the fight
Tell him keep his head up buts it's like he lost the light
Mommas in the trailer in the desert like Walter White
Tried to escape debt but never got the price
Ain't got no hot water yo it's cold as ice
Little brother just wondering where am I
Been waiting with his games so we can play online
Lord knows I'm trying but your boys got to grind
Homies switching up how they gotten high
Wrong guy brought a knife now he lost his life
Some can't escape the past and they want to die
Had someone to hold them tight now they call them trife
Keep it boxed up inside like a bonus prize
Supposed to be a laugh for the past when we old and wise
They've told me once, probably more than twice
Happiness ain't handed out and that's no surprise
Living check to check stressed is a slow demise
Got to carry the torch and let it smoke the skies
It's like everybody laughs when the joker cries
Like the guy in the light ain't got woes to hide
Wear a simple smile as a sure disguise
Yet still every time that I close my eyes I

See how the pictures painted
Feel like my wings are breaking
There ain't a thing but heart ache to gain
Trying to withstand as the Angel of Pain
My heart takes in this anguish
Can't quit until both legs cave in
Wishing something may take it all away
Whenever they pray to the Angel of Pain