Sasha Haydn - Shower Thoughts Lyrics

Lips around the faucet
Judging by the steam
It's getting hotter and hotter
Still, I've gotta be the only one you've ever made this clean
So why do I feel like a mock daughter
Drinking all the bathwater I can drink
They float me like an altar
They're throating what you taunt out
Unsanctioned sinks

Father Father Father
Are you coming down to check on me
Father Father Father
Could I ever do enough
Father Father Father
Starting to believe that I'm just an effigy
Father Father Father
Not ready for your love
Not ready for your love
Not ready for your love

Don't you keep your jaw shut
Pursing's to abet
Cuz the others will follow and falter
In the ways I've started to rebel and vet
I wonder if you are an imposter
And why I haven't heard them swallowing yet
You let them call themselves Martyrs
And you never check if their tongues are wet

Father Father Father
Are you coming down to check on me?
Father Father Father
Could I ever do enough?
Father Father Father
You're proving to me that I'm just an effigy
Father Father Father
Not worthy of the love

Drinking with the dogs or drinking from the pipes
Darling ain't the struggle divine
Drinking to your dogmas
They all watch and waste the wine

Appease and please and pleasure if you're willing
Sweetheart, swallow everything they're spilling

Father Father Father
Father Father Father
Nothing else is going down
Father Father Father
I'm dousing inside out
I close my lips, nobody will know
Slowly, father, I can burn alone