Sarah Zanotti - Sobering Lyrics

Drunk driving ungodly speeds
Could have killed someone or me
And one time I drove with my two year old niece in the backseat
Been passed out in a ditch
My mom found me like this
There was nothing she thought she couldn't fix
When I moved to LA
Someone promised me fame
Built me up then tore me down and took 300K
I wash my hands 'til they bleed
Gotta control everything
But love is something I'll never achieve
Oh that's sobering
Felt alone my whole life
Something I tried to hide
Turns out people could see me this whole time
I've been the one to burn bridges
Then act like I'm the victim
My teachers in school always said I never listen
I cheated and I lied
Hated myself the whole time
But I have yet to know a love that doesn't come with a price
So I'd give anything
Even when I was angry
I'd stuff my face and throw up everything
Oh that's sobering
Oh that's sobering
When I look back on my life
There's a million reasons why
I don't deserve this grace
Or this peace of mind
But even when I was reckless
I was always protected
I do not understand
But God will wait 'til I get this
I was always loved
I was always enough
There's nothing that I truly need I'll have to give up
And if it was up to me
I'd still be suffering
Thank God for what brought me to my knees
He's still using every broken piece
Oh that's sobering
Oh that's sobering
Oh that's sobering