No I'm not doin' better.
But what good would it do to admit?
My dreams were shattered,
But to be honest that's gettin' low on the list
Why do I pretend, that it didn't leave me broken again
"You're always busy. You just have that motivation to succeed"
No it's not that pretty,
'Cause if I ever stop, I'll have to face the part of me
I've tried hard to contain, 'cause when I let it out I can't control my pain
Guess I've gotten used to losin' my excitement
Forced to keep an even tone while I'm dyin'
How can I go on? Stoppin' seems so invitin'
I'm tryin'
I'm lonely but I'm lyin'
Can I help you find an outlet?
I can't fix myself so I'll try to be there for you
Don't wanna talk about it
You'll just get bored and change the topic halfway through
I can't deal with this. Maybe I'll pull the plug and see if I'll be missed
Guess I've gotten used to losin' my excitement
Forced to keep an even tone while I'm dyin'
How can I go on? Stoppin' seems so invitin'
I'm tryin'
I'm hopeless but I'm lyin'
Guess I've gotten used to losin' my excitement
Forced to keep an even tone while I'm dyin'
How can I go on? Stoppin' seems so invitin'
I'm tryin'
I'm lonely but I'm lyin'
I'm stressed but I'm lyin'
You know I'm anxious but I'm lyin'
I'm hopeless and I'm lyin'
I'm lyin'
I'm lonely but I'm lyin'