Memories that burn
So stained and so impure
A decision hard to make
I thought I felt the worst
Not even halfway there
Turned away from them for you
Back then I prayed
It always felt divine
I bled a million times
All in your name
My heart was forced to beat
Against a soul that's weak
You said you'd stay
Instead you play your games
While I'm drinking death's champagne
We lost control
The reason calls my name
Naked in my room
Sitting with disgust
Your voice says "Im not enough"
Held on so damn tight
Every single fight
I had to bring myself back to life
Back then I prayed
It always felt divine
I bled a million times
All in your name
My heart was forced to beat
Against a soul that's weak
You said you'd stay
Instead you play your games
While I'm drinking death's champagne
We lost control
The reason calls my name