Sanjay Henry - Elephant Lyrics

There's an elephant on my chest
It's probably just my lungs shrinking
And I'm not trying my best
I'm worried if I do that I'll stop sinking
Down into this place where words flow, and time's slow

So I'll lie and steal and cheat you out of my company
And I'll beg to choose while losing all of my sanity

You and I we're addicted to the aesthetic
Sustained by the idea that we have to be sad
And it's always been this way
Oh, and I'm sorry
And I know it sounds a bit pathetic
But all I've ever wanted in my life is just a story gone bad
And that's all I'm gonna say

There's an elephant on my back
It's probably just my liver falling out
While you pick up the slack
I think that it's about high time that you find
Someone to replace, someone to replace me who cares

Cause I lie and steal and cheat you out of my company
And you beg to choose while losing all of your sanity

You and I we're addicted to the aesthetic
Sustained by the idea that we have to be sad
And it's always been this way
Oh, and I'm sorry
And I know it sounds a bit pathetic
But all I've ever wanted in my life is just a story gone bad
And that's all I'm gonna say