Sandra Meland - It's Not Me Lyrics

See I don't like
When you look at me
I feel your eyes
And I punch the mirror

Yeah I'm a sick bitch (moan)

I try to hide
Try to lose myself
But it's in my brain
And I find myself again (oh why even bother)

I feel it creeping over me
I hate myself but I don't wanna
I ask for help, I ask myself
For what it's worth, I'm medicated
I'm sick of this, I wanna wanna live
Still, I can't kill what's in me
It's not me

Did I eat too much
Did I drink enough
Do they talk about me
Behind my back (oh I sure f*cking hope so, laughs)

I'm tired, wanna lay in bed
I've tried but it gets worse instead

(Laughs) what the f*ck

I feel it creeping over me
I hate myself but I don't wanna
I ask for help, I ask myself
For what it's worth, I'm medicated
I'm sick of this, I wanna wanna live
Still, I can't kill what's in me
It's not me

I feel it creeping over me
Almost nothing left in here
A battle versus me and I
I wanna die (why)

It's not me, I wanna wanna live
Still I can't kill what's in me
It's not me