Sandra Gan - Pure and Red Lyrics

I'll have a smoke
On this sunny day
I will have my way
I am all alone
My lover will never change the way I sway
He don't know me
But he can feel and love the way I play
I am all alone
Pure and red I will stay this way
What have you got for me today
How much do I owe you
Emotional dept was left unpaid
It's too late, too late
Spoke to my mother that was sweet
Say I am a-ok
I wanted to fill this peace in our heart
Come back like a wingless, raven
The love that we have was taken
I want to fly, but I am scared
I want the freedom for you can't you hear
My lack of power and wealth
A spirit from my material well
I might not survive
The steeper the fall
Pain might just crush through the fear
Can't bear to pull the facade
Lucky life hasn't tear me apart
The armor has kept me, grounded stranded like the wingless raven
Desperate need of shedding my fear
Can we be free as free birds can be
If you think that life was perfect
That is a lie
So tell me are you ready
Are you ready for the ultimate truth?
There's no such thing as the ultimate rule
Stop using that delusion as an excuse
All the time you spend not living your truth
Stop playing the victim, and don't get confused
Powerful spells make you believe you will lose
Imaginary fear
Propaganda you are used
Death's not the end, there's nothing to lose
I'll have a smoke
On this sunny day
I will have my way
I am all alone
My lover will never change the way i sway
Yes he knows me, he can feel and love the way i play
I am not alone
Pure and red I will stay this way
Pure and red I will stay this way
Pure and red I will stay this way
Pure and red I will stay this way
Do you have a problem with the way that i sway
Couldn't stay white or I wouldn't survive ( no ar )
Transformation shed the pain and the fright
Gone ignorance layer by layer
Reality is clear and clear
Now I can hear
Hear