I've been trying not sink but I've been in the valley
I've been beefing with myself this ain't no calamari
I've been eyeing her like valentines no February
I would rather be last but I was born in January
Don't get it twisted its hurts but
It's easier to be better when they all think you suck
Been thinking bout this 3 days no wonder I feel stuck
Honestly sometimes it feels like no-one give what
Oh damm that was close dawg my mind ain't stable
Been looking the king who had his birth in a stable
Been tryna love him whole heartedly I ain't stable
Been tryna kill my demons like am Cain I ain't able
It's prolly cause they all believe this Jesus thing crazy
Either that or it's not to clear for them it's just hazy
Either way I'm not gon let non of that take my joy
I trust in his word in his love and serenity
Ouweee