It leads you out and leads you in
Treats you like its favourite thing
The secret thrill of suffering
Swallows up your mind and body
Do I lie, to myself
And tell everyone around me
That I'm really someone else
Do I say that there's really nothing wrong
While underneath I'm dying
And it only comes in song
An ocean of regrets and sins
All the lies you could ever spin
Swirling around your heart again
Nothing stops it pulling you back in
Do I fake, a smile to world
And keep on fighting endlessly
With screams that go unheard
Maybe I'll, break free of this stranglehold
Before I'll be consumed
By these miseries I hold
Maybe I'll fight to break free
Or give in to the darkness
Maybe I'll find peace one day
Maybe that's just the lie I say