Since young
I always felt that I was lonely
Though I was always with the homie's
My chick has left me I was falling
Mama wake me up so earl
When you gone pay the bills
Recording daily
Wishing I could just grab a deal
I was mentally so f*cked
Was in a steep hill
Almost went and grab
Some liquor and some x pills
Almost felt like I was falling
In the field field
Though I act it wasn't hard
It was a big deal
I was broke and f*cked
I fell I couldn't chill chill
Pray God oh please
Can hear me
My heart bleeding inside
That's a slow kill
I was broken mentally
Some nights I couldn't sleep
Other nights I couldn't eat
Asking God remember me
Couldn't even stand on my feet
I felt low I felt defeat
Had a fight I couldn't beat
Praying God he comforts me
Before I go and press retreat
Where are the blessings
That's for me
Pray and protect
AS I bend a knee
This days when friends
Turn to enemies
There is the hate
There is the jealousy
I have regrets and I shared a tears
Pray and protect
As I bend a knee
This days when friends
Turn to enemies
There is the hate
There is the jealousy
I have regrets and I shared a tears
Trying to go right real straight
In the right path
Niggas trying test
Keep coming just right back
I be moving different
You know it with the right pack
Do it all I push it
You know it
That's the right facts
I'm just dealing
Just with my self
I ain't dealing with no one else
I got some much I wanna tell
I been truly going through hell
It's Been feeling just like a cell
Remember the time
You told you nearly had a kid
That's the kind of thoughts
That keep me off to sleep
Now my heart is cold
I can't even show no love
I can't even feel
When they hug me still
As I'm climbing hills
All I feel my heart so cold
My heart filled with greed
Now she was the seed
As the weather changed
I felt all the rain
In my heart there is pain
Praying lord I change
Praying lord I change
Praying lord I change
Praying lord I change
Praying lord I change
Pray and protect
AS I bend a knee
This days when friends
Turn to enemies
There is the hate
There is the jealousy
I have regrets and I shared a tears
Pray and protect
As I bend a knee
This days when friends
Turn to enemies
There is the hate
There is the jealousy
I have regrets and I shared a tears
Pray and protect
As I bend a knee
This days when friends
Turn to enemies
There is the hate
There is the jealousy
I have regrets and I shared a tears