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Would you excuse me, I cannot find my peace
Why is it like it this, this life what it could be
Trouble in my heart, my demons they all stay
It won't last forever, ya thats what they all say

But I lost my control
I wish time would slow
I need time to Grow
Whats next I don't Know
Look up I'm so low
I lost my control
Chances That I blow
Nothing left to show
Can't just let it flow
Thats the way it goes

Counting down the days until my stars align
I know till then I'll be on the borderline
Maybe all this is just all up in my mind
Need someone to tell me it'll all be fine
All my friends no longer friends left me behind
By myself And troubles only thing I find
Scream up at the sky lord give me a sign
So dark but the sun still rises through the blinds

But Im still holding
Onto a dream that
I still believe that
Nobody can take from me
Ive been
Down on myself I
Dont need no help I'm
Heading towards my destination
Patient
Patiently waiting
F*ck expectation
I don't owe nobody no explanation
To what this is
To what this is
To what I'll be

But I lost my control
I wish time would slow
I need time to Grow
Whats next I don't Know
Look up I'm so low
I lost my control
Chances That I blow
Nothing left to show
Can't just let it flow
Thats the way it goes