CARRIE BRADSHAW Video (MV)

I use to think I was a wizard
Behind my closet walls, thought I could have it all
Could never grow up to be a quitter
Could never be 28 working a job I hate
I use to think I was a wizard
Dressed up in my room to fight demons and save the night
While my mom was calling me for dinner
Was making up crazy things like no one was listening
I lost the plot when I learned I'm lost
Covered up my truth, let the money talk
I lost the plot when I learned I'm lost
In a world more f*cked up than I thought
I can't believe I believed in magic
But it's kind of nice to open my eyes
See all the la la la la lies, yeah
Oh I can't believe I believed in magic
But it's kind of nice to open my eyes
See all the la la la la lies, yeah
No no my heart never tells me to think twice
Keep jumpin' in, jumpin' in it
Kissing my youth and innocence goodbye
Every turn, my head is spinning
20 years dumb, looking for a love
In the city of angels, I was tryna find the right one
Fun 41, he was on the run
Could light up a hollow heart like songs about staying young
I lost the plot, then I'm at his loft
Said he needed me...to get him off
Next day, he's off on a plane to Austin where he's got some options
Then I thought
I can't believe I believed in magic
But it's kind of nice to open my eyes
See all the la la la la lies, yeah
Oh I can't believe I believed in magic
But it's kind of nice to open my eyes
See all the la la la la lies
And just like that, Saturn returns
I should know better
What have I learned? Deserve the best
Expect the worst, then act surprised when I get hurt
Tryna put the ho in hopeless romantic
Heart eyes lit like bridges I burn in a panic
Say I wanna change, I'm full of it
Back on my Carrie Bradshaw bullshit
I can't believe I believed in magic
But it's kind of nice to open my eyes
See all the la la la la lies, yeah
Oh I can't believe I believed in magic
But it's kind of nice to open my eyes
See all the la la la la lies, yeah
Oh I can't believe I believed in magic
But it's kind of nice to open my eyes
See all the la la la la lies, yeah