It took me
Not getting this right the first time
To see where I went wrong
I've learned so much about myself
And more of what I really want out of life
I would never make the same mistakes again
I meditated deep and
See you in the vision
I see our family
I'm not afraid of all these things
I'm ready to share life with you
Better than we could have ever imagined
Please give me a chance to make this right
If this the last thing you hear tonight
I don't want to hold back
I need you to know that
You know I never really make promises
But I promise my heart is beating harder
As I write this
I promise it beats
To the sweetest symphonies
Of your existence
I promise I will only make promises
I can keep
In the past, I wasn't sure
But I promise now it's all too clear
And I hope it's within reach
Even if it takes more time
Even if it means I need to prove myself
I promise I will do my best
To love you properly
I promise I will give you my all
My absolute everything
My whole heart, mind, body, soul
I promise not to admire you silently anymore
I promise I'm low key
High key obsessed with you, too
It's the way the wrinkles near your eyes
When you smile big look like starbursts
That permeates through my energy
Providing me with warmth and peace
It's your style that stands out
And it's so yours
It's the way you look in what you wear
Despite how you think you look in it
It's your goofiness that makes me giggle
It's your tenderness that makes me melt
I promise to cherish every moment
Even the ones that seem regular or monotonous
It's the loud and fun
The cozy and calm
All in between
I promise that I daydream
Of holding you again
I remember thinking that kiss might be the last
And cried the whole way home
As we were ending it
I knew it was wrong
But I promise it needed to happen
I trust in God
I have faith you'll give this love another chance
And I know how we drifted
But let's find our way back
I promise it'll be different
In the very best way
I know it's going to be hard for you
To open up again
I promise to give it grace
And deeper understanding
I promise to learn every part of you
Embracing everything
I promise to make changes
Whenever necessary
And to listen to you
Better than I ever could before
I promise we could talk through anything
Because we have that ability
Respect, intention and love
I promise whenever things get tough
That I'll be here
I promise I'm not going anywhere
And I promise
I don't even want to attempt to share
Something as special as what we have
With anyone else
That's not possible
I promise
I truly do love you