Sam Snook - Apology Boy Lyrics

Is this is a good decision?
Is this a full collision?
Is this a good decision?
Your sacred mission, you will always feign admission
In a world that I envision
Freedom, know the definition,
Is free for all in my position
Here's a proposition, give me space, grant me permission
This is a good decision
You've been feeling like a supernova
Collapsing among the stars
A broken heart
But you love the art
This is a good decision
If you need someone to change your mind
About the world then here I am
My name is Sam
Did you have a problem?
First I sit in the desert of my room
Then I'm reading your words of destitute
Staring longingly through what was my life
Now I see what I've got myself into
Is this is a good decision?
Is this a full collision?
Is this a good decision?
Your sacred mission, you will always feign admission
In a world that I envision
Freedom, know the definition,
Is free for all in my position
Here's a proposition, give me space, grant me permission
To breathe
Why can't you paint a pretty picture
With your words instead
My brain's on Mars, my feet in bars,
Corruption's in my head
All I wanted before
Was to help you open the door
To a life where you'd feel more
Turns out that love is better
I can see the hundreds of floors
In the high rise buildings of yours
But I'm all the way on the shore
I'm not sure I can help ya
A pillar of hope when you need it the most
It's you and I on the boat, but it cannot be me
Don't take this too much to heart, but I've felt this right from the start
This isn't love, I was just trying to be kind to you
This was not a good decision
This is indeed a full collision
No, this was not a good decision
Your sacred mission, you will always feign admission!
In a world that I envision
Freedom, know the definition,
Is free for all in my position
Here's a proposition, give me space, grant me permission
To breathe
I'm not good
No, I'm not noble in my ways
End up ignoring you for days
And on reflection maybe neither of us are okay
I'm not good
Not after walking into space
To try escape from your blue gaze
It only makes us both more grey
I'm sorry, I'm sorry
Oh, I'm sorry