Underwater Video (MV)

Hey
Don't like my music plain
This is how I numb my pain
I'll never make it rain
But trust me imma stay
You wanna meet again
I'm down but not today
New headphones make it go away
I feel like I am chained
Can't deal with my migraines
Consume till imma faint
I hate to seize the day
Just make it go away
Life kicks me like a stray
I know I can't complain
Got a roof above my head
I'm safe in my membrane
Need antis in my vein
Don't let me drown again
My own prison, I'm detained
Conditions inhumane
There are tortures every day
I lose control over my brain
Where everything's so grey
How do you stay sane?
Don't let me drown
Underwater
Don't let me drown
Every time I open my eyes
Can't help but always think twice
To spend the whole day in bed be real nice
Being alive is a compromise
Awake but at what cost
Can't hear you, connection's lost
I'm drowning in my thoughts
Sentient meat made of carbon
Until we're disintegrated
Let's make life more complicated
Where no one's appreciated
Only feel safe when isolated
We wash it down with alcohol
Admirals of adderall
Helps to cope but after all
Makes it worse than before
So
No, thanks, I don't wanna
I'm kinda tripping sober
My brain's rotting like I'm robot
Nightmares taking over
Migraines never over
I'm choosing to roll over
And close my eyes