Sam Giters - Downward Spiral Lyrics

We're grocery shopping and looking for plants
I carry your bags while you're making plans
I can't help but feel that I've seen this before
Like our parents, we'll give up our dreams and just rot
And just go to our regular 9/5 jobs
Spend our life chained and looking through stats
I don't want, I don't want this future for us
Tell me how you don't get disgusted
Every time that I see you I think to myself
Love you more than anyone else
But I'm sick. And we both want this to end
I can't live. I don't wanna. Please understand
Everything, every thought, every action they bring
So many flashbacks, stress, paranoia, and grief
This thing doesn't play around
Downward spiral. I can't find the way out
When you told me you love me I thought it's a joke
Made by people who want me to rot
I'm so sorry if I mistreated you
Two best years of my life I have spent with you. But
We're both so exhausted, we're growing apart
Oh, I know you go through a lot
Why would you waste your time with a person
Who's destroying himself and gets worse and worse
It's a downward spiral
It's a downward spiral