Sam Claudio - Midnight Dreams Lyrics

Yeah, still got me thinking
Last night I had a dream about you and me
I hugged you very tight
And it felt so warm
Felt so warm
I don't want you to leave
Hate reality
Love you til the end of me
But please don't go
Please don't go
It's safe to say that I miss ya
I still find myself reminiscing with your pictures
Wondering what would've happened if I was with ya
I still call your phone but you don't pick up
I wake up and I miss you, go to bed its a cycle
Every day you're gone I have become more spiteful
Have to admit lately I been thinking bout rifles
I don't want him to have you
I'll take you and I'll hide you, yeah
Cause I want you for myself
Always had me smiling, you bring heaven to my hell
You were always there for me when I needed help
Knew me inside out, if I was sad you could tell
Last time I saw you, you kissed me on my head
Told me that you loved me right before you left
The next morning momma come to my bed
And then she broke the news that you were found dead
Last night I had a dream about you and me
I hugged you very tight
And it felt so warm
Felt so warm
I don't want you to leave
Hate reality
Love you til the end of me
But please don't go
Please don't go
So well on the way
I developed a rage
Locking myself in a cage
Full of self-loathing hate
I was punching the walls just to get through the day
Cooped in my head listening to Eminem all day
Cause I was jealous
All these spoiled kids had their parents
But when they drop them off at school they would get embarrassed, shit
How much I'm wishing I would get embarrassed
Ignore it now but when you lose it that's when you cherish
Your spot could be replaced by no man
Eleven years old had to be my own man
I moved away from childhood like a nomad
And I was lost like a hiker with no map
And if I have kids I'll show them to be men but
How can I teach them something I ain't ever been taught?
You never showed me how to fix cars or deal with a broken heart
You didn't tell me life would be this hard
No love tips or advice with the in-laws
Didn't even teach how to shave my f*cking balls
Your absence left in me a big scar
Now all I have left from you is this song
Last night I had a dream about you and me
I hugged you very tight
And it felt so warm
Felt so warm
I don't want you to leave
Hate reality
Love you til the end of me
But please don't go
Please don't go