c.e.d. (manic) Video (MV)

Feel like a CEO, I got that CED
Chief Executive Dysfunction's killing me
You're asking for a reason, baby it's just me
Fear of nothing kills the something, can't be free
I won't budge (okay, you told me to)
I won't work (okay, you told me to)
I won't care (okay, you told me to)
I won't exist (okay, you told me to)
Feel like a CEO, I got that CED
My brain is suicidal, yeah it's strangling me
I got the addy, I don't think it's helping me
I light the bowl, there goes responsibility
I won't talk (oh no, you want me to)
I won't fight (oh, I'm not supposed to)
I won't learn (oh no, you want me to)
I won't do any little thing without a threatening reason to
I know what I want, but I know it's not meant for me
Art is for the rich, I know they'll stay ignoring me
I wish I could shine, my mind be my reality
I wish I could pay my rent with mediocrity