salmonache - red light, green light Lyrics

Some days we'll barely talk
We spend some days apart
But I wish we didn't
I wish we didn't
I miss you every day
You only miss me
When it crosses your mind
Or when you check the time
I'll let you have your space
You take much more from me
That I'd ever given
And I don't get it
You let me have myself
Give all of you to someone else
Every other day
On an endless wait
I wish you had more sense of urgency
Like you felt like you were losing me
Like you cared enough to check with me at all
I wish you'd understand that you can't just say
That you love me as you turn away
And expect me to be waiting down your hall
Cause you
Never really get
That forgetting me again
Doesn't make me miss you more
And you
Finally grew a sack
Just to say you want me back
When I've finally left your door
Sometimes, it'll cross my mind
Leaving all of it behind
But I wish it didn't
I wish it didn't
Preciptation, coming from my eyes
The patience, that it takes to write
A million f*cking songs about you in a year
Reliving all the anxious
Fingerpicking of guitar strings
And the ringing of your words in my ear
I wish you had more thoughts in that stupid brain
That you're losing the one thing that remains
A constant in your constantly changing life
It's like I'm knocking on a barred up door
Like you don't know what your boyfriend's for
You just keep me around to say that i'm always there
But you
Finally let me go
At the point I loved you most
Like it was easy for you to do
And now
What do I do with all these thoughts
That I ever had a shot
Of getting back with you