I'm pain
But I strive on all the same
Suffered slowly in silence I see no errs in my ways
I 'm a good man
I don't deserve to be damaged and or damned
Lose means nothing if I feel I've been shamed
See what I've become
I distant, hated, faded man
That's what I've become
See what I've become
I distant, hated, tainted man
That's what I've become
Words of a desperate man
Hindsight ain't it
I don't care what they say I did
Punching ain't homicide, I don't feel cold inside
I'm a family man
Blood is thicker then water and either's on my hands
I'll be here for 20 years but least I'm not dead
See what I've become
I distant, hated, faded man
That's what I've become
See what I've become
I distant, hated, tainted man
That's what I've become
Words of a desperate man
See what I've become
See what I've become
See what I've become
See what I've become
See what I've become
I distant, hated and faded away
See what I've become
I distant, hated, faded man
That's what I've become
Words of a desperate man