Went to Astroworld to play
And got too high today
Don't wanna smoke no more
Feel like today's my day to pay
I was blasted away
It's a shame I wanna die today
Death got me too worried bout my faith in the afterlife okay
Went to Astroworld to play
And got too high today
Don't wanna smoke no more
Feel like today's my day to pay
I was blasted away
It's a shame I wanna die today
Death got me too worried bout my faith in the afterlife okay
I get no recognition for my efforts it's on my very last nerve
My life's like a slipped transmission dying to go go on the next mission
I'm on plot to create and destroy just like a damn demolition
I deal with different oppositions so some people should not even listen
Born with kidney disease that's been f*cking me up for days
20 Years of age, and never felt happy one damn day
Of my f*cking life don't forgot to thank Jesus Christ
He owes me an apology for making me in a complex way
F*ck putting that blame on me, it's not fair to be born this way
Bent with my mentality, I can't even roll In piece
Depression won't let me lay, I can't even go to sleep
Anxiety won't let me speak, feels like I'll just fade away
Started sipping lean, just to drown away the pain
These demons won't stay away, they were starting to dance with me
I don't pop no pills, but I'm seeing colors surrounding me
Surrounding me I tried to stop but they keep on catching me
Went to Astroworld to play
And got too high today
Don't wanna smoke no more
Feel like today's my day to pay
I was blasted away
It's a shame I wanna die today
Death got me too worried bout my faith in the afterlife okay
Went to Astroworld to play
And got too high today
Don't wanna smoke no more
Feel like today's my day to pay
I was blasted away
It's a shame I wanna die today
Death got me too worried bout my faith in the afterlife okay
I get no recognition for my efforts it's on my very last nerve
My life's like a slipped transmission dying to go go on the next mission
I'm on plot to create and destroy just like a damn demolition
I deal with different oppositions so some people should not even listen
I'm pissed cause I ain't got a bitch
I'm pissed cause I ain't f*cking rich
I'm pissed cause you a snitch ass bitch
I'm pissed cause I don't seem grateful and shit
Oh no, oh go go go go go
I'm producing and killing my shit, just like my name was Casey Anthony bitch
Wait, I gotta take a min
Recollect all of my thoughts and return to my center, yuh dig
I hope all the work pays off
Cause right now, I ain't getting no where yuh bitch
Oh shit
Oh bitch
I'm pissed
I'm mad
Nothings working out
I needa config
I needa realign
I needa realize
New program
My mind is corrupt
I'm deep in the mud
My mind isn't fit
My life isn't shit
I'm bout to explode
Heart full of gold
Diamonds they dance
Sit in a tent
I'm mad cause I ain't got a bitch
I'm mad cause I ain't f*cking rich
I'm mad cause you a snitch ass bitch
I'm mad cause I don't seem grateful and shit