Saint Soldier - Don't Try Lyrics

Sometimes the struggle's so real, that I can't deal with it
My homie told me if I get to know the pain n, that I can heal with it
Humble down, put my ego aside, like sorta kneel with it
And when the shit get real, then f*ckin learn to be real with it
Got a chink inside my armor I been thinkin' bout my Karma
I been thinkin' bout my past trynna overcome the trauma
They tellin me, be a man, you caught up in all the drama
But the truth is I got issues like OCD from my Mama
And I read it's genetic, which is makin' me feel more pathetic
My Wifey is just trynna get it, but I feel like I'm givin' her headaches
And both of us got some relationship issues we both holdin' on from the past
And sometimes it feel like to overcome that shit is just a monumental task
You've gotta let go
And let it happen
Because if you don't
You're gonna be all clutched up
You're going to be trying to do
What can happen healthily only if you don't try
My homie told me, if I don't try to control shit
If I have shit but don't own shit
Let go shit I've outgrown, shit
Then I could find peace in my heart
I could release all the dark thoughts
Before my heart stops
This arts not, meant to be up at the charts top
Cuz its too real, and for men who feel emotion
They say he a fruit, they say grow a pear, this whole affair is no fair
But my homie told me if I see the whole thing as one thing
And I learn to let go of some things
That I could find peace in my life not trynna run things
You've gotta let go
And let it happen
Because if you don't
You're gonna be all clutched up
You're going to be trying to do
What can happen healthily only if you don't try
Don't try