Living the f*cking dream
Ya f*cking right
I can't afford to buy myself groceries
And my girl said she f*cking over me
So I guess I'm stuck right where I started
Thinking about the dearly departed and how they lost it
I'm only 18 but I'm hopefully for the future
And I still ain't lost my sense of humor
Maybe I'm just thankful I didn't turn into a usar
Cuz that shit it leave people in a stupor
I wanna be rich and I wanna be famous
But most of all I'm just sick of my life being aimless
The way I look at it most of my life I've been hated
Maybe I should just end it I think it would be painless
Cuz suicide is just a state of mind
But that trigger it ain't ever being primed
I never once thought of actually going through with it
That's just some shit I aint ever f*ckin doin
Ya we all got some dreams
But that's all it is is a dream
We can try to live dream
But it's just a dream to me
We all just trying to get through the f*cking day alive
But really at the end of the day we ain't f*cking alive
Everyday it's same old shit
Bodies being made and bitches being hit
Look I made up mind years ago
That I was gonna make some money and go
Go to LA and become a star
Rich and famous and drive fancy cars
But thinkin that shit well it was naive of me
Cuz my priorties have f*ckin changed
Now I just wanna make enough money
So I can make sure if i have a kid he ain't gonna be a junkie
I wanna get a house
I wanna get my ass out of here and bounce
Also I want people to learn how to pronounce
My last name but I think I'm dreaming
Ya we all got some dreams
But that's all it is is a dream
We can try to live dream
But it's just a dream to me
Look ya'll know I'm down to fight
But really I ain't the violent type
If i being really brutally honest
I say a lot of that shit just being Ironic
I'm just trying to make a f*cking living
But I ain't giving up cuz I'm driven
Driven by the dream of success
And having honeys stoking my chest
The more I think about it lifes a game of chess
You make a wrong move and you get left with regrets
Like I should have never left highschool but I digress
Cuz if you dwell on regrets it only makes you depressed
And I'm f*cking sick of this shit
It's like I'm never adequate
But I ain't ever gonna quit
Cuz I'ma make this life my bitch
Ya we all got some dreams
But that's all it is is a dream
We can try to live dream
But it's just a dream to me